Circadian

I made a wish for my death For I saw a shooting star. Man — in black hood with a hook, Or a crook, o what you are, I am but here in a nook. I made a wish for my death For I tossed coins to the well, Blew eyelashes on my palm, Bought thirteen purple candles, I am but here with a bomb. Of all wishes and wishes, No hook nor crook on my door. Of all coins and eyelashes, I am but same as before. I made a wish for my death.

There was once a horse spirit in me, Brown fur, still eyes, that's all I knew. Until in a hallway, a fixed look to you, I knew it, the horse spirit had strong legs, First place in a sprint race. There was once a horse spirit in me, Brown fur, still eyes, strong legs, that's all I knew. A deep night, six glasses of ambered-color ale, I knew it, the horse spirit was brave when it's screwed, Twenty-seven missed calls in a crack of dawn. There was once a horse spirit in me, Brown fur, still eyes, strong legs, Brave when drunk, that's all I knew. Until in hallway, a fixed look to you, I felt nothing, and I knew it, The spirit had long gone, But it remained brown, with still eyes, and drunk. I did not know why did it flee? I just knew that there was once a horse spirit in me.

When your mind and heart had decided To let me go, then I’ll let you go too. When you realize what you did, I’ll let you go and you’ll let me go too. Let ourselves go for a billion years to go.

When we say life, We mean strife, We mean hell, But we live it anyway. When we say life: Is it temporary? And if it is, Does that mean Strife is only for days Hell is only for months And if it is, When we live it anyway?

Blood bursted. Men fell down to the red mud. Shields were shattered. Fires were everywhere,  Filled with noise of agony and calls of death. Everyone was fighting for their city, Freedom from the river. "Chester!" a soldier cried out. "No retreat," he swayed his sword and cut The head of his opponent, "We'll fight to death for the City of Chester!" Second meant death. In a minute, mortality excessed The number of your fingers. That aroma of blood painted the Cheshire, England in AD 79. Chester, the preserved walled city in the England, Castrum, an army camp, a fort, a Deva of Romans . Swordfights, crossbow, head to heart, blood to rum, A tug-of-war of Welsh and Saxons kingdom. "People inside that city were brave and strong," the mother squinted and tickled her baby, "You'll grow   like those soldiers, Be prepared to step out from your comfort zone, To travel  the outside, To join the battlefield where peo...

Immured and naked as wood, there she soaks in a bath of wine. Two-faced as she grins in disgrace, there she lets him flip the coin. Martyred like ice cube on the water, there she breaks happily. Fazed her with relish of blade and razor, there the wind expires.

What a shame to bite my tongue instead of Suman But what a thrill no pain, but shame how can I not tell The difference of fresh wound and scar when the one near answer is too far?

Flawless Fur, Fearless Eyes, Tigress Buries her face In her claws.

I will be your light Whenever the dark comes I will be your knight Whenever you’re in fight. I will be your eyes Whenever you can’t see I will be your smiles When you’re in hardest times. I will be right here Whenever you’re in need It’s a crystal clear That we’ll fight together Carved it in your mind That I won’t be in front Nor in your behind But I’ll be in your side.

You’re a kind of girl That makes me fall in love and blush But you just throw my heart to bush. Smiling even if I’m crying, Chin up even if tears are streaming, Hold you even if you trying to go, I love you even if you don’t love me so. Now I picking my broken heart from the floor, I loving you so but you just close the door, I give my heart to you but you break it apart Now I’m picking up the pieces of my heart. Why I gotta be so stupid to betray? Why I let my eyes be blind even today? I can not hide the truth that still I love you Even betraying me is all you know to do. I can not ignore,no, can’t ignore your charms You’re beautiful, how I want you to come to my arms! Holding hands while walking under the rain But baby you run away and break me again! You run away,again and again But I will love you once again Be my girl,bride,princess or my wife My heart,my soul and my life But you’re just my friend and dream girl.

Why sometimes they can not understand me? Why I need to make them understand me? Am I really have no right to be me? Do I have no right to decide for me? Why they have no trust that I can be? Why they need to show me I’m nothing,but Why I need to be like others,not me? Why I need to be someone who I am not? Why they need to dictate me always? Will dictating me be forever? Do I need to cross a million seas and bays, Just to find my true own self here? In the night sky where I can see my star, Why they need to make my eyes be blind? Blind that I can reach my star that so far, Why they can’t go for me or support my behind? Let me,then,be me,be you! Be who you really are! Let me be who I have to, Be who I really am,be who you are!

Teach me how to walk in silent, Leave footprints of time on the sand. Tell me now,what’s with my talent? And things I might not understand. Journey’s made up of hundred steps, Walk,do not dash,please walk with care. Don’t escape like the way he skips. HE’s there by your side,don’t be scare! Step by step,sometimes our hearts leap, And all bad things were seem nonsense. But when night comes,going to sleep Nightmare,curse,still pass through your fence. But it’s said,HE’s there in your side, Let HIM handle you in billion steps. Purity of your heart will be your guide, Don’t just walk,dream and learn,and watch your footsteps!

I am a seed in the garden. I grew here so sudden. Sunlit, I am fanned by the wind, Wattered by the good hand. I grew so beautiful and tall. I am different at all. With a greenly and healthy stem And red flowers to attract them. I’m glad here,my home and joy. Which is the garden. Humans make my heart’s so barren. Come little boy,destroy!

Shall I compare her to the spring? The colors, softness and beauty. Shall I choose one sweet song to sing? The soul, the heart of melody. Shall I tell her about my feelings and bring Her to the palace of breeze in sea? Shall we toss? We are going To soar,soar,soar in any degree. Shall I give her my pair of wing? And watch her flying above the tree. Shall I give my treasure? It’s not thing. It’ll make my bride blushes and please. Give her my kiss,my love,my ring. The priest asks and we both say Yes!

Frost, the leaves Frost, the seas Oh, winter My winter Cold and freeze.